I am confident, but i still have my moments, baby, thats just me ...♥,...don't play games with a girl who can play better :)

on a couch after we got pressured to do it all night haha good timess

this is random and im bored! soooo my boyfriends at basic training and i havent seen him for 2months! he comes home in 22 dayss!! :))))) we write to eachother and our relationship is almost exactly like the once in Dear John ♥ it took us 2 weeks to reallyy fall for eachother :) hes the sweetest guy ever! he looks like a mix of the dude in the set in the green shirt and the werewolf with the crazy eyebrows in Teen Wolf ha the original werewolf. im soo excited! ha ..sorry if you read all that :)

ive always thought this!!!

i havent made a set in forever so here ya goo!!
 
When was the last time you changed in front of someone?
at my bud karlis :)
 
Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
nope
 
What happened at 3:00 am today?
i was sleepinggg silly :)

Ever kissed your number 3rd bestfriend?
noooo ha
 
Do you hate anyone?
no but ppl get on my nerves!
 
Are you going out of town soon?
YES. toledo for volleyballlll
 
Have you ever hugged a stranger?
no thats dangerous! ha
 
Are you any different now than you were a year ago?
ooohhh yes...
 
Are you taller than your mom?
nope
 
How's the weather?
sunny humid gross
 
Is anything upsetting you right now?
kindaaaaaa
 
If the year consisted of only one season, which would you choose?
that time between fall and summer :)
 
Are you tan?
for a ginger..yes :)

Is there a guy that knows everything or mostly everything about you?
my bf and my ex. and a few of my guy friends :)
 
How many cell phones have you had in your life?
tres!
 
Did you have any unread text messages this morning when you woke up?
no
 
If so what did it say & who was it from?
no one....
 
Are you missing someone?
oh more than anything! bfs at basic training :(
 
I am.....
awesome?! duh :p

I am not...
easily misled, weak, etc.

I love..
lotsa things!
 

I like.....
clothes.

I hate....
ppl

I fear....
hights, losing ppl, stupid stuf
 
I crave...
a milkshake..its on its way :)

I miss....
ethan :(
 
I adore....
ethan :)
 
I listen...
to music!

I do....
need to go shopping.

I do not....
know what to say!
 
I admire....
my guy ;)

I feel...
like crap!

I will talk to you if...
you are friendly!
 
I will not talk to you if......
you're a creep, annoying, etc.

I read...
ella minnow pea. dumb.
 
I am most excited about.....
ethan graduating and coming home!!!!!!

I use....
stufff? ha
 
I hope for.....
that i can get a good job and go to a good college..it scares me!

I depend on...
the friends

I drink......
my milkshake just showed up :)
 
I have a passion for.....
art

I dont understand....
the guys at MY school..sooo dumb

I watch.....
ESPN

I care about....
friends and family and bf
 
I do not care about...
the rumors you tell me

how do i upload real pics?! someone help me pleaseee :) thanks your awesom! ;)

have any of you heard of the website topix?!
worst idea for a website ever!!!!!
omgosh!
 
my volleyball team got bashed soo bad for our spandex shorts!
 
and ppl bash parents who care about their kids and stuff!
 
gaaahhh i just ...i dont even know!!
okay im done ha byyyeee

ok soo heres the story:
 
im talkin to this guy from a neighbor school,
and i've never really met him before but i know alot of ppl from his school and they said hes a good guy.
 
Well he invited me to a bonfire this weekend and supposedly theres goin to be a hottub and im supposed to bring a swim suit!
 
im really nervous/shy and dont know what i should do...help me!!! :/

MY SUMMER MUST HAVES (EVEN THO SUMMERS ALMOST OVER)
1) a car
2) my license!!! gettin it sooon!
3) new fresh make up
4) cute skirts and awesome clothes!!
5) clear skin!
6) curlformers!!! which i got but don't work great for me
_______________________________________
STOP, its survey time! go surveys go surveys
What kind of pants are you wearing?
[x] Shorts = cutie
[] Skirt/skort = skank
[] Corduroy = homosexual
[] Tight jeans = scene kid
[] Ripped jeans = emo
[] camouflage = cage fighter
[]Jeans = prep
[] Pajamas = pimp
[] Cargo = clown
[] Sweats = athlete
[] Boxers = brat
[] Booty shorts = female
[] Capris = Gangster
[] Nothing = hoe
[] Dickies = weirdo
[] Bikini bottoms = tiki girl
[] Other = sex addict

What is your NATURAL hair color?
[] Auburn = that every one wants to make out with
[] Blonde = with a broken heart
[] Black = with a sexy smile
[] Dark brown = with a hot boyfriend/girlfriend
[x] Red = that likes to have fun
[] Brown = who loves to be different
[] Dirty blonde= with sexy eyes
[] Bald = with herpes
[] Other = with a nice ass

Pick the month you were born on:
[] 1 = who ate
[] 2 = who needed
[] 3 = who killed
[x] 4 = who shot
[] 5 = who killed
[] 6 = who smoked with
[] 7 = who banged
[] 8 = who ran shirtless with
[] 9 = who got stabbed horribly by
[] 10 = who cuddled with
[] 11 = who slept with
[] 12 = who ran naked with

Pick the day you were born on:
[] 01 = the kool-aid man
[] 02 = a dog
[] 03 = a shoe
[] 04 = a toothbrush
[] 05 = Santa Claus
[] 06 = The Trojan man
[] 07 = Barny the dinosaur
[] 08 = a prostitute
[] 09 = a porn star
[] 10 = a bag of weed
[x] 11 = a lover
[] 12 = a glass of milk
[] 13 = a horse
[] 14 = a biscuit
[] 15 = a stripper
[] 16 = a pickle
[] 17 = a jew
[] 18 = a homo
[] 19 = an orange
[] 20 = a dildoo (sorry poly-bot!)
[] 21 = a homeless guy
[] 22 = a whore
[] 23 = a bowl of cereal
[] 24 = an easter egg
[] 25 = a jar of honey
[] 26 = my crush
[] 27 = your dealer
[] 28 = a french fry
[] 29 = a condom
[] 30 = Paris Hilton
[] 31 = YOUR MUM

Pick the color of the shirt you are wearing
[x] White = because I love weed
[] Black = because im sexy as hell
[] Pink = Because the little people told me to
[] Blue = because I have AMAZING boobs
[] Red = because I’m a pimp and your jealous
[] Polka Dots = because I hate my life
[] Purple = because I’m gay
[] Gray = because I got dared
[] Other = because that’s how I roll
[] Green = because I’m good in bed
[] Orange = because I smoke crack
[] Turquoise = because I have a noodle in my nose
[] Brown = because I had to
[] Shirtless = because I’ve got abs
 
cutie that likes to have fun who shot a lover because i love weed haha

sooo lifes been soo crazy lately :'( i found out yesterday that my really close friend Kameron was killed in a car crash. I thot i was all cried out til i got to drivers ed then started crying there too
:( he was only 15! his mom dad and brother were careflighted and his dad and bro are in serious condition. they were the nicest family! Everyone is devastated by it :'(
 

also touchdown jesus orrr aka: big butter jesus burnt down after being struck by lightning. That seriously changed ppls lives.
 
also i passed the written part of my drivers test..im over half way to becoming a licensed driver :)
 
any ways..pray for Kameron and his family

sooo today i realized my ex bf believes another girl b4 me! she told him that i said all this crap that i NEVER said! so now im ticked! i don't even like him so y would i have said he doesn't like her, hes a player(which he is i just dont tell anyone that) and that he just wants to get into her pants?? i would never say any of that!! and everyone except for him believes me! the girl is a skanky whore and that prolly is the only reason he likes her but i still would never ever ever say anything like that or do anything to hurt him!

 
srry for the rant but im just mad.....weellll other than that volleyball started up and highschool softball stopped and travel ball started haha summers almost here and i get my license soon so im pumped! :) im havin a party on monday cuz we don't have school and the boy i ranted about above told me hes not comin now because of all that crap! ya and just 2 days ago he told me he wanted to make out with me......i cant stand this!
 

 

other than that lifes GREATTT! haha